I do things differently, with all the cliques

as we go on we remember

2012-02-01T20:00:00.000+11:00

So schools started and let me start off by saying - I'm over it ! Ha, I think every one is aswell considering we've just returned for our six week holidays. The school is even more over populated than it was before, and its so weird seeing the year "11"s in blue uniform, it makes you think what grade they're in...
Anyways, lately I haven't been blogging because I haven't figured a way to put photos on my laptop from my phone without deleting my games - Don't ask why, its a long story, sigh. Well I finally came up with an idea for it hehehe.

To recap my holidays it was a pretty good one compared to all my other breaks, although I wasn't able to do all the things I've wanted to do, sadlyf, maybe next holidays. I've got new school shoes for this year and hopefully they won't die out so quickly since I have been taken extra care of them, hehe.

These holidays I've also tried Nando's for the first time in my life - Yes, I live under a rock. Although it is 'pricey' compared to other fast food places it is ver nice. I would totally go there any day. I don't really like chicken but the Peri-Peri sauces are pretty good. I also went to Fairfield Luna fest with the family and Ricky got me that bear that looks like a rat in the photo .... its so cute - If you're wondering why he got it, wellzzzz, because I asked him to get it, it would of been sad if I got myself one, haha.

First week of school has been dreadful with the changes in weather, one minute its hot and the next its freezing cold ! Everyone would probably be sick by the end of next week if this keeps going on. Also so many people are driving to school and shiz - Makes you wonder where'd all the time go. Reminds me I could be getting mine in exactly 22 days, but I don't think I'm going for it - NOT ENOUGH HOURS, lawl. Oh and the timetable changes are so weird ! Luckily I now finish early on Thursdays yupee, going shopping tomorrow to get some clothes since V-tines is just around the corner and Ricky's shouting me some Steak - Nom Nom Nom.

2012-01-28T14:14:00.001+11:00

What happens when that one person that isn't supposed to hurt you hurts you the most unintentionally ... Ha

2012-01-28T12:36:00.002+11:00

Its unbearable how we have to sit and act like everything is okay but its not

girl you're my angel

2012-01-25T23:20:00.000+11:00

Today I spent the whole day with Linda - Our plan was to satisfy our korean BBQ cravings and then go karaoke. Although it didn't go as planned. Instead of having Korean BBQ we ended up having Ramen at the place Ricky and I always go to, I think thats my favourite place to eat Ramen - Its small and cozy. We ordered the couples set which gave us two of everything - Ramen, Sides, Drinks and Dessert. Although it didn't satisfy our Korean BBQ cravings we still had a good lunch. Karaoke was the same old with Linda playing vintage songs and trying to find 'Ai Mei' and our other asian songs, ha.

Although it was raining very hard and our foot were drenched in dirty water, I had a good day. Its not everyday that I leave my house, ha.

I feel even though we're apart and without you there's a whole in my heart

2012-01-25T23:12:00.000+11:00

Its somewhat true

let it burn

2012-01-22T16:33:00.001+11:00

Love his voice

I won't give up

2012-01-22T02:27:00.001+11:00

To be Frank, there are too many things I'd like to say, but I don't know how to say them .. Then again I can't, its not my place nor do I have a place, ha.
This is to you. This is to whomever.

you're my it girl

2012-01-18T20:10:00.002+11:00

Holidays are over in less than two weeks, looking back, where'd the time go? Holidays have really fast-foward..ed, hehe. Usually I'd be so over holidays after the first week and wanting to go back to school since I miss my friends or whatever. Don't get me wrong I still miss you guys, but I'm not ready for things to end yet! There are so many things I haven't done and was hoping to do these holidays. I haven't learnt how to ride a bike, I haven't tried ice-skating, I haven't 'almost' halfway finished my major project - Actually it isn't that much, but if you think about it, they do take a long time to do.
I'm also very frightened of what this year brings, whether its friends, family, school, life, whatever. I've been telling myself I need to get my head in the game and start actually studying, but honestly I'm not the studying type - I prefer to procrastinate, its much more interesting.

Gotta get my HSC on, ha!

we're just ordinary people

2012-01-15T22:08:00.002+11:00

This song has been on my mind all week, I really enjoy the David So version - I love his voice, theres something about it that gives me the tingles every time I hear him sing, hehe.

I hang up you call, We rise and we fall

2012-01-15T21:58:00.000+11:00

Holidays are nearly over, we've got about three weeks tops left and I've started but not started on my textiles major - Hopefully I won't lag it again like last time, actually all the time and have to rush everything in the end. I've roughly done my mock dress and I still need to figure out how to put piping on since the pattern piece doesn't have it, so I need to 'make it up' and do it myself. I've printed most of the photos for my Inspiration but I still don't know what to write about it - My design sketches are done but I'm not quite sure how I'll place them into my folder, sadlyf.

Anyways, I having been blogging recently but then again I don't really do anything 'wow' that needs to be blogged. In the last couple of days I've been writing in my diary a lot - Not one of those "Dear Diary" kind of things but like a school diary, jotting down things that I need to do and need to buy and my schedule. I've been saving up money so I don't allow myself to buy anything that I don't actually need - In this case its 'shoes' although clothes is a necessity since I don't have any ... Well I barely have any casual clothing according to Ricky.

The other other other day I cooked dinner for my family - Actually Ricky did most of the cooking while I prepared and did all the cleaning hehe. Despite waking up very early and setting out to buy Yvette a birthday present and going back and forth for groceries we had fun. We cooked Char Siu Lamb Cutlets with Fried Rice which turned out pretty good.

My plating is superb! For a first attempt it was pretty good. It was something different because it was lamb rather than pork, although lamb is expensive.
Yesterday I spent with Ricky watching A Walk to Remember and The Notebook, I actually love the Notebook but surprisingly I've never finished the whole movie so I did yesterday. Besides from watching movies I played Grand Theft Auto IV - Its clear to say I suck at driving, ha. OH and I stole his spider, guyz meet Mr. Spider :)

With Mr. Spider I've scared only three people with it. Its so cute heheh. Lately my left wrist has been aching so much I wonder what I did to it, I've probably slept on it, hopefully the pain will go away in a couple of days if not I need to go check it out :/ Today I spent my whole day shopping for school supplies although I still couldn't find everything I need. When it comes to school supplies I get really picky - There are books that I like and dislike, I tend to change books every term because I always something better, hopefully it won't happen this year. I think I want to back to the basics and buy the books at the News-agency, I find them better quality and they look nicer. Which means I still need to purchase School books, Black/ Spiderman contact (Whichever I find first, if I find any), Water Colour Pencils, School Skirt (I really don't like the senior skirts ..) and other essentials that I think of.

Warheads Sour chewy cubes - Brain Snack, Mini paper Fasteners - Textile Purposes, Black Artline, Pencils, Correction Tape, SanDisk 4GB USB - To Store more movies hehehe, System Cards and Mathematics Book.

we belong together

2012-01-11T22:35:00.001+11:00

Holidays have been boring, I don't think I've been going anywhere much but my money have all gone - Well not all, but y'know? Tomorrow I think I'm cooking food for the family which is pretty exciting. I also need to save a lot of money for my trip and for an iPad which I really want, although I don't know why I'll need it, but I'm pretty sure I'll need it sometime ... My itinerary for tomorrow is to :

- Buy present for Yvette

- Buy groceries

- Develop photos

2012-01-10T16:56:00.003+11:00

Getting my textiles on

take me to la I'd like to go someday

2012-01-10T03:23:00.000+11:00

Do you think in a life time you can know someone in and out? Even being friends so close I don't think I'll ever know you as well as you think I do - I'll never be able to figure out what you're thinking about or understand your facial expressions since you don't have many. Maybe I'm not so great of a friend and haven't being paying enough attention but I'm sure even if we get very close to the point where we are too close, I'd still never understand. You're full of surprises and we both know we're the complete opposites - I guess thats why we go good together because we're not predictable. Honestly if you were like me, exactly the same personality I don't think I'd like you that much .. It would get to boring.
Whenever you sit and talk to someone you learn more about them even if its the most simplest thing like their favourite colour, flower, smell, place etc. I'd love a day where we could get to know each other. Too many places to go, too many things to do - Not enough time

happy birthday to you

2012-01-09T16:32:00.001+11:00

Finally starting my textiles major after months and weeks of procrastination. I'm currently surrounded a mannequin and pattern pieces that I don't understand, whilst falling asleep on the fall, sadlyf. During the holidays I've started becoming semi-nocturnal again, sleeping early in the morning and getting up ... early in the morning, ha. Its been so exhausting !

Yesterday was my birthday and to celebrate I had a family brunch -with Ricky- in the morning and he bought me a wonderful The Cheesecake Shop Fruit Pavlova, it was so nice and very smooth. I headed to the city for dinner around 4 o'clock at Hurricanes with Ricky Tu and some of the girls. It was my first time at Hurricanes, overall the food was very nice although sickening after a while.

Hurricanes Half Rack Beef Ribs with BBQ Sauce - Sauce gets so sickening but its still very delicious and tremendously messy !!

Despite of the rain when we got to Hurricanes the night was good. After eating we headed to Starbucks and then K1 - I don't remember the last time I went to Karaoke, I'm pretty sure its been too long, I don't understand if it was my birthday or what but the song choices were so depressing, haha. Overall thanks to the girls who came, I had a blast - Except for the very long trip home jumping on trains and buses.

Thanks Linda Heng for the cute Panda water dispenser - I'm totally using it at the moment, haha. And girls for the Candy Apple hehe :$

birthday sex

2012-01-08T10:52:00.001+11:00

Despite sleeping at 4AM this morning and getting up early the morning to make calls and book a reservation for dinner with the girls and Ricky,

Happy Birthday to Myself

Hopefully today would be a good day and the Sun will come over sometime before 3 o'clock and stay that way. Currently waiting for Ricky to come over with my cake he bought for me - Nom Nom Nom, Pavlova Fruit cake, I love you hehe

2012-01-08T03:48:00.003+11:00

I cannot sleep at all, Sadlyf

2012-01-07T21:40:00.002+11:00

My Birthday is tomorrow and I still haven't figured out what I want to wear yet, I'll probably just chuck something together haha. Yesterday I went Parra in need of some new clothes but that obviously didn't work out instead I went shopping for clothes for my baby cousin who's birthday is also tomorrow, oh exciting, I wonder what she's doing ... <>

Bamboodle with the troll heheh, nom nom nom :$

2012-01-05T10:58:00.001+11:00

Three days until my birthday - Oh, how I'm not exactly 'excited' although hopefully the excitement would kick in some time over the next three days, haha. I still need to call up the girls and figure out if they're coming for sure or not so I can book the restaurant, lets hope that the majority goes, although I highly doubt it ! Sigh, I still need to figure out what I want to wear ...... Sadlyf - got no clothes

this year to save me from tears

2012-01-02T17:42:00.000+11:00

New Years is over which means my Birthday is just around the corner, it kinda doesn't feel like 2012. This year I'm hoping to go eat with the girls on my birthday ... I don't think I've ever had a Birthday thing with the girls on my exact date - Hopefully this turns out right.

I feel so close to you right now

2012-01-01T15:57:00.002+11:00

Happy New Years !

I hope everyone had a memorable 2011 and are all excited for 2012 filled with new experiences. This is the year where everything counts, party hard and study even harder ! I hope everyone got there ~~gabba~~ party on and had a great New Years whatever you were doing.

New Years Outfit - Bardot Blazer and Black Dress !

This year was full of heart aches, losing friends, little fights, making new friends, figuring out fake friends, awkward situations and for me getting closer to an old friend. Overall I think I had a good year - Although having a horrible beginning I was able to end my year a happy ending. This year I spent my New Years with my bestfriend and his brother, sister and sister-in-law. The city was packed with people - Honestly, I hate people, not being all pessimistic or anything, but I hate it when they're all up against me and bumping in me, it basically suffocates me. I'm not complaining or anything, ha, it was fun . The 9 o'clock fireworks we really pretty - I think its my first time seeing the 9 o'clock fireworks .... and the 12 o'clock one ... <>

The 12 o'clock fireworks were crazy - They were really good . We went to eat at Seoul-Ria at the end. It was the first time where I felt my feet were going to fall off - Whoever said flats are comfortable they lied they have no support or cushion, Sadlyf.

Since its New Years the talk about New Years Resolutions are everywhere - I don't know if I have any resolutions, I kinda want to lose weight and shiz, but I know I'm not bothered . Maybe, Probably to get my study one ... I dunnoe, haha . I wonder what everyone has planned as their New Years Reso ?

We wish you merry Christmas !

2012-01-01T15:38:00.000+11:00

On the 30th of December we had out annual be-lated Christmas Party - Overall it was a fun night filled with food, drinks, loud music, chit-chat and catching up with those who we haven't seen during the holidays . Although we didn't get everything on the original menu, we had :

Entree : Finger Sandwiches, Fruit Salad and Cupcakes

Main: Roast Beef, Honey Roasted Ham, Prawn Cocktails, Seafood Marinara .., Beef Lasagne, Spinach Dip, Garlic Bread and a variety of Salads

Dessert: Fruit Salad .. 'yummy yummy'

It was a feast ! Although having alot of left overs in the first round of eating but most were cleaned out on the second, haha . At the end of the day we sat around a candle lit fire singing songs and dancing around on our chairs, oh and not to forget - getting eaten by mosquitoes ! I hope everyone had fun !

you got me curious babe

2011-12-29T20:00:00.001+11:00

Holidays have been pretty alright lately, although I think it would be great if Iyogurt located in front of my house - I'm craving for some Green tea frozen yogurt with strawberries/pomegranate, watermelons and marshmallows, yummo . Talking about it makes me want it more :'( Sad lyf. Anywayz, yesterday I went to a picnic with Ricky and his Family - his cousins were the cutest ! I don't think I've been to a park as pretty as the one I went to yesterday i think it was in Newington ... or Sydney Olympic Park or something hahah . It was a Riverside park and it had a little cafe near the River, also a very big playground with lots of "rides" :/

Today I went shopping hoping to see the sales were still on - Luckily they were, although I didn't get the sizes I wanted but s'all good. I don't think I've bought something that was my actual size in a very long time considering my shoe sizes shrink ... <> Ha . Although I did manage to pick up some goodies and Joanna's Present - But I still need some shoes from Rubi Shoes, I dunnoe, I'm thinking of getting them tomorrow when I go to Liverpool to buy food with Vicky and Cat for our Christmas Party .... Hopefully They'll have my size, I'm pretty sure the sizes are gone :(

Bardot Waterfall Jacket 40$ (For New Years) and Forever New Glitter Stripe Blouse 20$ which used to be $70 (For Christmas Party)

I've died for a thousand years

2011-12-27T15:20:00.001+11:00

Yesterday the city so crowded with people there nearly wasn't any room to breathe - No joke

to the window, to the wall

2011-12-26T08:31:00.000+11:00

At the moment every one is probably at the Boxing day Sales - Last year I went with the girls and I didn't find it great but I did run into Henry lawlzzzz ... <> Ha, I think I might go with Ricky in about an hour but just to fix the watch band because it is too big for him, sigh . Also I wanted to go Galaxy World, hehe. It would be fun . Hope there are good Sales on at Boxing - I'm actually excited for tomorrows sales since Westfield's are open tomorrow, sigh . Gotta Save Save Save

all I want for christmas is you

2011-12-25T22:56:00.001+11:00

If you've been reading my blog these couple of days you would know I've been waiting for today since what feels like forever ! I'd like to say :

Merry Christmas to my girlies and everyone else that reads my blog . Hope y'all had a fantabulous Christmas and gave more than you received, because Christmas isn't all about the amount of presents that you get its spending with the people who are most important and giving back to others. Anywayz, Merry Christmas and I hope you all had a blast !

Today I had a really good day, for me Christmas actually started around 12:30AM since my sisters and I ran into my Parents room to wake them up to open their presents . I think this year Christmas was pretty good considering last year my Dad and Sister were overseas ... <> Anyways my mother got a 42" Full HD Television to go in her room from my sister and I, I got my dad a 23" Monitor and he also got a cute thermo mug thingo <> from my older sister that says "I <3 Dad", my little sister got Black Vans from me :D , Batman Mug (Inside Joke from Ricky and myself) and a new Laptop and my older sister got a GHD so she could stop using mine - Finally. Oh, my sister got me a sleigh pandora Charm and my mother is giving me some dosh .

I basically Spent my Christmas with Ricky since he came over before we had out Family Christmas Brunch. He got my Beats - Lady Gaga edition which I've always wanted and a 1m bear which has been living in my closet for a while, ha . As for me, I got him a Fossil's watch, Toy Story Toy Camera (Inside Joke) and an iPhone case for both him and myself, hehe .

As for the remainder of the day we took my lil sister Bowling at Villawood which was so fun. We also played a couple Arcade games it was really fun - It was also the first time I've played MT3, me and Ricky used to always joke about learning to drive with MT3 since there was a manual one - "Filling my Log book in", ha . This was the first time I've spent Christmas with the bestfriend, overall it was fun although we didn't do everything we planned but it was a great day ending with me and him having a d&m before he left .

It sucks that Christmas is only one day and how it's at the end of every year but I guess its more exciting - There's always something to look forward to every year. Hopefully it would be like this every year ♥

2011-12-24T15:33:00.000+11:00

ONE MORE DAY, YAYAYAY !

2011-12-24T15:32:00.001+11:00

Finally ! Today is Christmas Eve which means there is only one more day until Christmas . I'm so excited ! I hate how the its only one day, like how there is only one Valentines, Halloween and etc, y'know ? Its gay . Although I hope tomorrow will be very fun and run smoothly, I still need to find something to wear - I was planning to be "creative" and make myself a dress but then I couldn't find any material that I liked . I still need to go buy material to begin drafting my dress - how exciting .

Youse a hoe

2011-12-22T23:11:00.001+11:00

FINALLY done everything I had to do before Christmas comes around - Although buying everyone gifts and shiz, I didn't end up getting my older sister anything since she said she didn't want anything to being with but also .... I ran out of dosh, ha ! Hopefully I'll save up and get her something she'll like .

I believe I'm the most wonderfullest best friend in the whole entire world - Just Sayin', ha I kid <> Anyways, finished doing whatever I needed to do for Ricky's Present . Sighz, who likes Toy Story, stupid wrapping paper . Hopefully he likes my present(s)

Oh, that was your girl ? I thought I recognised her

2011-12-22T12:21:00.001+11:00

December is nearly over and the start of twenty-twelve is just around the corner, I wonder how next years going to be ? Would everything from last year be resolved ? I hope so ..
I stil have one more thing to do before Christmas comes around, sigh, then everything will be done, presents will be done . I woke up thinking how cool would it be to make my own christmas dress but then I realized I'm too broke to buy fabric, haha .

Oh, yesterday Nita, Jenny, Maria and myself went up to Warwick Farm to go to Masterton house because we have nowhere else to go, ha . We had lunch at "Outback Jacks" which was pretty expensive, though the Ribs were really nice - I liked it :$ . We went around Masterton choosing houses that we're going to get in the future, it was pretty fun . After we had Hungry Jacks, went Lincraft - Finally got my pattern piece, Sams Warehouse - Wrapping Paper and then went Iyogurt with Jenny and Maria - Overall it was a pretty good day .

Three more dayzzz

under the mistletoe

2011-12-21T10:07:00.001+11:00

Four more days until Christmas !

I still have so many things to do, ha . I have to buy some Toy Story wrapping paper, get my pattern piece and get Ricky's present engraved . I feel like fresh oysters at the moment ... Random cravings, oh and like cheesy vegetables, if you know what I'm talking about .. <> Need to get up soon so I can shower and get ready to go Warwick farm with Nita and shiz . Probably get my wrapping paper then and pattern piece - Completely and Utterly broke from all the Christmas present shopping, sad lyf .

2011-12-20T09:24:00.002+11:00

Oh, five days till Christmas !

till the end

2011-12-20T09:22:00.001+11:00

I actually really like the Summer weather at the moment, I hate it when its hot . Anywayz, yesterday Ricky's Christmas present arrived - Finally, I thought it would never show, considering they haven't taken money out of my account, still . I've decided, I'm going to give it about a month and if they haven't taken it, I'm going to start using it, hehe . Although I still have to engrave his present, I just haven't figured that "ngaw" quote yet . Sigh .

My little sisters Vans haven't came through the mail so I'm hoping they will find its way to my house before Christmas Eve !

I don't understand why I keep waking up around 8-9ish in the morning, its the Holidays - Far Out ! I'm so tired but then I can't sleep ? I think I fell asleep around 1ish last night whilst Ricky was jail breaking his Iphone - Sad lyf, no friends hahah .

2011-12-17T17:11:00.002+11:00

Do you ever have those moments where you're about to do something, but then forget ? Ha - Everyday .

ho ho ho

2011-12-16T17:21:00.001+11:00

Holidays has finally come, although my holidays actually started to days ago, ha . Hopefully I'll be blogging daily, maybe .. I absolutely cannot wait for Christmas - You could say its my favourite time or the year since its the time of giving . Everyone that knows me will probably think I'm excited to receive presents but I'm actually not . Getting presents maybe fun but giving back is way funner - think about it, going crazy over finding the prefect present ! Haha

This year I'm trying to play the good daughter and actually buy presents for the family, its a new change . Although luck wasn't on my side this year and some presents will be delayed due to the post - quit lyf, ha . But I'm excited to how things will turn out this year, hehe, its pretty exciting if you think about it . I wonder what everyone will be doing for Christmas !

I keep building walls up but you tear them down

2011-12-15T21:41:00.000+11:00

I see the love in disguise

2011-12-15T21:35:00.001+11:00

Yay to an early holiday ! Fifteen more days until Christmas Party and Ten more days until Christmas, I still don't know what I'm going to wear or who I'm spending it with . I hope these holidays would be exciting . Just waiting for New Years Eve and my 17th Birthday which is just around the corner . Yippee . Hopefully next year goes by as fast as this year .

I hope I'll be able to go all the places I want to go these Holidays .

2011-12-12T10:59:00.001+11:00

I don't know whether I should be laughing at you or feeling sympathy towards you . Maybe you got what you deserved and karma hit your sorry arse, maybe you're just an idiot - like the rest of them, ha .

goodbye sweet love of my life

2011-12-11T20:50:00.001+11:00

I haven't been blogging much lately, but really, what is there to blog about ? Each day is the same old, nothing new or out of the ordinary.

Although these couple of weeks I've been having a blast, running around, writing lists, going to different places and meeting different people . I've started accomplishing things on my 100 Things to do before Alexandra Uyen Nguyen dies list which is pretty exciting, I've always thought that I'd never get them done but I guess I did, haha .

#17 - Join a protest

#27 - Buy a LV Bag/Wallet/Item

#38 - Buy a giant toy bear OR get given one :$

#46 - Give someone a haircut

#52 - Come no. 1 in something

How exciting would it be to accomplish everything, sighz, that reminds I still need to finish off my list :$

thats when I ruled the world

2011-12-07T19:03:00.001+11:00

I don't remember the last time I've blogged, it feels like so long, ha . Everything feels like its finally reached its turning point, hopefully nothing will change ... expect, ha, yeah, lol . Wow how long has it been ? The year is nearly finally over and Christmas is just around the corner, this year I'm going to be the cute daughter and buy my family things . I'm going to be hella broke when it comes to Ricky, soz, hehhehhehehhe :$

Oh, and Christmas Party is in twenty-three days, how exciting ! I've got the tree and lights ready, just waiting for everyone to chip-in and then we can buy all the food and start cooking, nom nom nom

2011-11-29T19:11:00.001+11:00

Imma just 'LOL', y'all hilarious !
Are you a masochist ? From an outsider point of view it seems like it . I honestly don't understand why you're continuously hurting yourself - You're Crazy ! I wonder when you're going to wake up and realize what you're putting yourself through .

2011-11-27T16:27:00.001+11:00

I actually don't need you in my life, ha . The doors always open so feel free to leave anytime you want, but if it was up to me ... I'd say, hmm, it would be great if you left as soon as possible, haha . Woop Woop Woop

2011-11-25T23:24:00.001+11:00

Sick and tired and tired and sick of you

2011-11-24T18:42:00.001+11:00

I'd like to be friends,

what about you ?

Starting over again would be fun, ha

2011-11-23T21:47:00.001+11:00

You've got this really big problem, I've tried to understand and overlook it but I can't . I really want to understand you but its so hard ....

is it you in my heart

2011-11-22T17:46:00.001+11:00

Speechless ....

Now I realize you were the only one It's never too late to show it.

2011-11-21T16:23:00.000+11:00

I remember when I said I'd always be there

2011-11-21T16:17:00.001+11:00

Yesterday was Ricky's Brother Ben and Santy's wedding. I had so much fun. I don't recall going to an actual wedding in so long ! I got to meet basically all of his family who were very nice, it was hilarious meeting Robert's cousin, ha. You liar ! You told me not to dwell the past.

2011-11-19T22:37:00.001+11:00

No Pun Intended ....

i love you and I know you love me too

2011-11-16T21:18:00.001+11:00

Wedding this Sunday, how exciting . I don't think I've been to an actual wedding in a very long time . I'm so excited . I've got everything ready but I'm still not quite sure what shoes I want to wear .... I bought some Therapy shoes because therapy's are comfy to wear for a long period, but I don't know :/ Quit life . Going shopping tomorrow I'll probably get some small wedges incase I change my mind last minute because I always do, sigh . If I choose the wedges I'll have to cut my dress because its a tad bit long .. <> hehehheheehehhehehhe :$

keeping you from walking out the door

2011-11-11T18:16:00.001+11:00

Finally back at home although still trembling and a bit light headed . I'm so scared I'm going to end up in the hospital again - I'm taking it slow and steady this weekend and the next couple of weeks until my cold is over and I can breathe normally again . I need to go my GP on Monday and get checked up to see what he can do about my severe asthma - Quit Life

Tomorrow is the K-Pop concert, oh how exciting . Hopefully I'll be fine tomorrow hehe . Wish me well guyz :)

2011-11-11T18:15:00.001+11:00

Keep your affairs off the net ya fack, sigh . Y'all give me a headache, my brain hurts .

leave some morphine at my door

2011-11-08T21:30:00.002+11:00

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

2011-11-08T16:48:00.001+11:00

I feel like a walking corpse, kill me now .

Yellow diamonds in the light and we're standing side by side as your shadow crosses mine...

2011-11-06T00:21:00.000+11:00

such a long intro

we just wanna make the world dance, forget about the price tag

2011-11-06T00:18:00.000+11:00

My little list, hehe . Slowly waiting for sizes to come in . Sigh, how exhausting, kill me now.

$144.95

$189.95

You could say buying expensive things are stupid and materialistic because you're more likely and most definitely to find a cheaper alternative elsewhere, but why chose quantity over quality ? And shoes are an investment - Its not like your feet get any bigger or smaller, apparently, sigh, lol .. <>

They may get worn out, over time - that is, but then again no one is telling you to drag to feet/side/heel/whatever along the pavement ? Ha .

2011-11-06T00:08:00.004+11:00

Its funny after so long you still can't figure out who your legit friends are - You think you know them so well yet you still have a lot to learn. Maybe its a 'just in the moment' thing, but its not like its going to be forever .

time after time

2011-11-04T20:16:00.001+11:00

I constantly check my pageviews and wonder who exactly goes on my blog ? Seriously - I don't understand what you're reading because I barely blog and when I do, its like one word or a sentence or mumbo-jumbo .

2011-11-02T20:18:00.000+11:00

You need think about what you're doing and realize if its the right or wrong thing to do.

2011-11-01T19:50:00.001+11:00

Today I met the most cutest taxi driver, he was so nice . Who knew you could talk to someone so well, yet not even know their name, ha .

2011-11-01T15:46:00.002+11:00

Waiting, Waiting - Why you no come post ?! Sigh

I don't sympathise 'cause you're a simple bitch

2011-10-31T18:04:00.001+11:00

I can read it over and over again, ha
Its hilarious, you walked out and you still ended up in the same spot saying the same things . Haven't you ever heard of "Deja-Vu" ? You must've, you're basically living reallife deja-vu . If the hunny moon stage is over, just walk away . From you past experiences, you know whats going to end up happening, don't cha ?
I find it particularly funny, sorry, I'm not really a sympathetic person, especially to ignorant people like you . People say you learn from your mistakes, but how many times do you have to make the same mistake to realize what you're doing it wrong ? Pathetic

2011-10-30T14:58:00.001+11:00

Spam - Best creation

I know I shouldn't call you up so late

2011-10-30T14:13:00.000+11:00

We're rewinding ourselves back in the past - Its okay, I don't mind, its fun, ha . You're going to tire yourself out soon enough ...

2011-10-29T15:38:00.002+11:00

I love Ricky Tu forever and always <3

You are a cinema I could watch you forever

2011-10-28T23:25:00.001+11:00

Nine-Oranges Rivalries Enemies Best-Friend Mrs-Truong Betrayal Idiotic Immaturity Bitch Lies Fits Unplanned Friendships Ideas Ignorance Thirty-Seven Empty Tests Movies Books Discount Online-Shopping Memories Disbelief Seven-Tips Smiles Fake Crazy Free-Periods Projects Decor Sticky-Notes Stupidity Disappointment Dropped Breezy Spiderman Birthdays Farewell Facetime Braces Batteries Textiles Heartfelt Senior-Skirt Inspiration Concert Wedding People Steak Annoyed English Irrelevant ..
I-Miss-You

2011-10-27T18:01:00.000+11:00

It was a tragic accident that I'd always look back on and think why'd it all happen . But don't worry, I'm happy things are the way they are - In a sense, ha .

You light up my world like nobody else

2011-10-27T17:58:00.001+11:00

2011-10-27T17:57:00.002+11:00

Weirdo, go away !

2011-10-26T20:42:00.004+11:00

Awkwardly amusing ! Its like we're taking it back about 5-6 years, its fun .

2011-10-21T21:40:00.001+11:00

Its not my place to say something ..

I wanna be more than friends

2011-10-19T18:19:00.002+11:00

I think it's a bit late, I'm driving myself insane .

"I should've told you, told you just how I feel

the next time I won't stop, I'll listen to my heart 'cause what I feel is real .."

everything you want

2011-10-17T19:45:00.000+11:00

You're such a cutie, hehe :$

Mrs Truong, lol .
hope you don't see this, how embarrassing hahahhahahaha, rofl

make my world stop

2011-10-17T19:42:00.000+11:00

Blogger is starting to become like Tumblr with the new things, its so different . Wow, I can't remember the last time I blogged, I don't think it was too long ago, but it felt like a while .

Nothing much has happened - Had boring holidays and now its the second week of year 11/12 (I'm not sure what we are, ha) . Nothing has changed over the holidays, schools same old - nothing new to look forward to, sigh

I've been stressing out for my Textiles Major project, though I do have ideas of what I'm planning to do but every time I see something new I just want to put that into it as well, I think I've changed it about like a couple hundred times, ha . Hopefully I'd get the job done . My pictures of my Inspiration is almost complete I just need some other random things .. <> Oh and I need to buy Vellum - Gotta start saving up again after November since there are so many things going on at the moment and I'm completely broke

Something nice and not sad for once, hehe .

2011-10-11T19:00:00.001+11:00

Since school has started, around 4-7 PM, I sit and wonder whether I've showered yet since it feels so long ago, sigh . It would be so annoying taking two showers, ha .

2011-10-11T17:10:00.000+11:00

my hearts a stereo it beats for you so listen close

2011-10-09T18:43:00.002+11:00

I think I'm giving up on doing the days for the time being - I never even do it on the right days since I haven't been blogging for a week or so .. lol

Holidays have been so boring and I've been so occupied on my Anime and Drama that I haven't been on the internet, ha . Social-lifeless ha .

"I only pray that you never leave me behind

Because good music can be so so hard to find

I take your hand and pull it closer to mine

Thought love was dead but now you're changing my mind"

2011-10-08T22:53:00.002+11:00

I don't understand, I'm just being nice, is that so wrong ?
Whatever .

you hit me like the sky fell on me

2011-10-01T21:09:00.000+10:00

2011-10-01T21:08:00.001+10:00

you have a funny nose but you're a cutie patotie, I don't mind, hehe

I'm glad you came

2011-10-01T21:07:00.000+10:00

# 293

I've finally found the song, sigh

don't worry, be happy

2011-09-30T22:43:00.001+10:00

# 293

Time, Energy, Money, Effort wasted - ha, hilarious . I tried my hardest and did my best for something that wasn't even supposed to be mine to begin with and in the end its always the same outcome lol . Its funny how the world works doesn't it ? Theres no point in being optimistic ...

2011-09-30T22:36:00.007+10:00

My daily blogs are horrible, I don't even do them on time, ha .

2011-09-30T22:36:00.003+10:00

# 292

Pessimistic

2011-09-28T21:36:00.000+10:00

# 291

HAPPY THREE YEARS TROLL

The fact of knowing someone 'random' for three years really excites me, I don't know why, ha. Thanks for always being there for me when I need a shoulder to lean on and everything - Wow, sounds so corny, lol. Well I don't know what to say really, I'm just happy I got to know you and everything.

I'm full trying to find a dress at the moment, its stressing me out, I'm going insane - Why can't it be like the Korean Drama's and you know .. you full buy me a dress and shit and put it in a big box and send it to my house :$ Jokes, I don't trust you with dressing me hehehhehe, soz. Anywayzz thanks for everything and y'know. Am I allowed to wear cream ? Its not white - Okay, I'm heading towards red - Okay, I'm going to die, bye.

2011-09-28T21:28:00.001+10:00

# 290

I hate you, hehehhehe :$

had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

2011-09-26T23:40:00.000+10:00

How dare you combine what I helped you achieve with that dirty thing ! Thats just rude - Seriously . You need a reality check, in what sense is that even on bit attractive ? Its disturbing discussing ! How ghastly !

Dirty Mutt, just sayin'

2011-09-26T23:11:00.001+10:00

# 289

11:11 - I'm going to be fine, its going to be over

2011-09-25T13:18:00.002+10:00

s'all good

2011-09-25T12:17:00.006+10:00

DON’T WORRY, HE’LL MISS YOU. HE SCREWED UP & YOU DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WRONG. HE FAILED. HE’S NOT SMART ENOUGH. IF HE WAS SMART, HE WOULD HAVE REALIZED WHAT HE WAS SAYING GOODBYE TO. BUT HE DIDN’T, & NOW HE’S GONE. DON’T CALL HIM TELLING HIM YOU MISS HIM. DON’T EVEN CALL HIM JUST TO HEAR HIS VOICE AND HANG UP. DON’T DO IT. YOU DON’T MISS HIM, YOU MISS WHAT YOU USED TO BE. RIGHT NOW YOUR WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO PROVE TO YOU, THAT YOU DON’T NEED HIM. I PROMISE THAT PERSON IS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER, BUT YOU HAVE TO LET GO OF HIM & HIS BULLSHIT FIRST. HE’LL BE BACK ONE DAY, IT WILL BE HIM CALLING YOU SAYING HE MISSES YOU EVERY NIGHT. HE’LL HAVE HIS FRIENDS ASK YOU IF YOU STILL CARE ABOUT HIM. IT WILL BE YOUR TURN TO JUST SAY, FUCK YOU. YOU HAD ME AND YOU MESSED IT ALL UP. FOR NOW, FIND EVERY REASON TO BE HAPPY WITHOUT HIM. DON’T MESSAGE HIM, DON’T COMMENT HIM, DON’T TALK TO HIM IN THE HALLWAYS. JUST SMILE AT HIM, AND REMIND HIM THAT HE LET GO OF A PERFECT GIRL.

wise men say only fools rush in

2011-09-25T12:08:00.001+10:00

# 288

Wow, I never thought I'd stumble across this - it was the last thing on my mind . Maybe it was a mistake, but I want to keep reading . I don't understand what you are on about, there were no good terms and I didn't have reasons - you did . Ha . Its pretty hilarious isn't it, how stories are always different in a different persons perspective . But then again, I don't think you'd like to hear my perspective, it would be way too much for you to handle .

Oh wellz, we had our time - Just got let it all go and do what I do best, pretend it just never happened . "If you can't see me, I can't see you"

2011-09-25T12:03:00.001+10:00

# 287

(24th September 2011)
Karens seventeen birthday party was fun - walking, dancing whatevering all night . I don't think I've gone out at six in so long - it felt pretty good .

2011-09-23T23:49:00.001+10:00

Awkwardness-ness-ness-ness-ness-ness

2011-09-23T23:48:00.002+10:00

# 286

Stupid Annoyed Agitated Irritated Forget

2011-09-23T09:22:00.002+10:00

Resolutions ..

couldn't never figure out how to love

2011-09-22T20:14:00.003+10:00

# 285

STOP . THINK . DECIDE

2011-09-22T20:01:00.000+10:00

# 284

I don't understand .

What going on ?

Whats going to happen ?

Whats your next step ?

do you not think so far ahead ?

2011-09-22T19:57:00.000+10:00

# 283

(20th September 2011)
Lets recap what I did on camp on the 20th which was Tuesday - The only full day at Vision Valley . I walked a really long distance, up hills, climbed on ropes and lets not forget committed suicide of a 10-15 metre tree which was so fun !

2011-09-19T06:35:00.001+10:00

# 282

ROLL ON FLOOR LAUGHING MY ARSE OFF ! HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA . Hilarious ! I'm so amused ! Everything is happening again, right ? Just like deja vu ! Don't be sad - You've already gone through this, I'm surprised you just haven't learn a thing ! People say you learn from your mistakes, but it seems like you're just re-doing them to find a different outcomes - Unfortunately for you its the same, ha . Soz, I'm not a bit sympathetic, its pretty hilarious at a different perspective - maybe you should try looking at it in mine, hehe .

but I'm shifting gears

2011-09-18T19:19:00.002+10:00

# 281

Busy buying and packing snacks for camp hehe . I'm kinda excited, but I'm kinda not. I'm also very paranoid I'm going to forget something I really need, sighz . Oh, neglecting my blog for three days ! ha .

2011-09-18T12:07:00.000+10:00

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”

Marilyn Monroe